Give freedom to my thoughts

Hello to everyone!

Every time writing new post I want to write: And again new phase (of life).. I always have this idea in mind, always new and excellent phase. But this time it is not like that, thinking and living like by phases is not natural. I like smoothness in events. Everything depends on how you look at it))

I’ve decided to start preparation for the next season from December 1^st. From the last season I have reserve of power (that is how I realized that everything is smooth with no jumps) and most importantly motivation. I feel all this energy which is proper only for competitions. I still didn’t forget sweetness of the victories and heard braking bitterness of performances which didn’t bring me satisfaction.

In many years of training ball of events, emotions, various worries and exhausting trainings is developed in me. So this ball (which is somewhere deep inside me) revived and now I don’t need to support it. It is generated independent of me organ. Moreover, it motivates and teaches me. Yes, I know, it sounds strange, but this ball also knows way more than me.

Ups… I completely forgot that I wanted to write about emotions after trip with my wife in USA.

Feeling of freedom… delight of this sense makes you alive. We had three weeks, big car with sleeping place, endless even American roads, happiness of newlyweds, and by this time opened National parks.

How can I describe it in few sentences? I don’t want to stoop to say that trip was “cool!”. Otherwise I would have to write l need to write a small book.

All trip was happening in halo of embraces of beloved.

Colorado – Utah – Nevada – California. Nature was charming us and securing already strong connection.

More about my USA adventures you can find here.